Unmade

 

Have I ever given you the chance to say no

Did I ever listen when you said, when you said no? No.

Did I ever finish what I started that day, was it okay

Do you ever think that it can never be too late, is it too late?

 

I'm afraid that I've lost, lost my mind

I'm afraid that I've run out of time

 

You said its alright

The sun will shine again another day

You said its alright

Time will take the pain away soon

You said its alright

Grief is like a dream that will fade

You said its alright

And All the bad will soon be unmade.

 

Have I ever mentioned just how much that I need you?

Do you feel like its enough, that I need you?

Did we ever finish what we started that day was it okay?

Do you ever think that it can never be too late, is it too late?

 

The Ladder

 

In the light of the moon I saw you reaching up for a star.

It was miles above our best day so far.

We're striving for something that we've never had before.

It's not easy work and yet I hope that it's working.

We're coated in anesthesia, ready for whatever's next.

Preparation for the events that we can't expect.

We're hoping for synesthesia to give us the desired effect.

Reparations for the events that we all regret.

 

You are the ladder to reach my potential

I am going nowhere without you.

In this world we're all so defenseless.

I only feel strong when I'm with you.

 

You've got to give it up, give it up and stop hanging onto it, we're not that far away

Even though I miss you each and every day

You've got to live it up,  live it up and take advantage of the time we're given now

The only thing that matters is the here and now

There's lots to give and lots to love and lots to leave behind

Arguing over petty things but I don't mind, I don't mind

We've come a long long way and we're really not going back

Kiss away the bad old days and fade to black

 

My Safe Place

 

Will you take a chance on damaged goods

Do you love me just because you think you should

I never was good at saying what I meant

Or picking up on vibes that you said you sent

 

So give yourself a break and give me one too.

We're not among the lucky and chosen few

Who never have to work to maintain a friend.

And never hang around long enough for the end.

 

You don't believe in miracles any more.

But I hope that you will always have an open door.

When I need a little shelter from the daily storm.

When I need a pair of eyes welcoming and warm.

 

Will you take a chance on making plans

You know that we can do this if we think we can

As long as we can cut up all our ties to the past

And give ourselves entirely up to the task

 

I took a chance that everything would work out right.

I thought about it every single day and night.

And Hopefully the struggles are behind us now.

You know I love you every way that I know how.

 

You're like a floodlight, like the sun's rays, like a moonbeam.

Like ocean waves, like a blanket, like an embrace, you're my safe place.

 

Novocain

 

There you are, buried in made up

Either Speak up or don't take up my time.

I don't want to see entertainment

Masquerading as something it's not

I don't want to hear speculation

Obfuscation, opinion as fact

I'm not interested in complications

Expectations that are lower than dirt

 

Just like a shot of novacaine

Dulls the pain, and then wears off

You come dressed in integrity

As time goes by, it just wears off

 

There you are, buried in made up

Either speak up or don't take up my time.

I don't want to see entertainment

Masquerading as something it's not

I don't care about your excuses

your abuses your standards ignored

 

You see I'm on fire listening to the radio

It's such a shame you know where we are today

You see I'm not amused staring at the cable news

Its Propaganda spews poison my way

It seems we love our liars looking smart and acting dumb

Under a corporate thumb is where we're gonna stay

You see I'm on fireListening to the radio

It's such a shame you know

 

The maze of my mind

 

This morning I felt like I was going insane

Something had a lock on my brain , and I couldn't find the key

 

This morning I felt like I had left something behind

And you know i couldn't find a reason why, I didn't have the time

 

This morning I felt like nothing mattered anymore

But I knew I've felt this way before, if never quite so sure

 

There's something around the corner waiting

There's something in the air tonight

My head is chock full of cliches Rolling around inside

There's something around the corner waiting

There's something in the air tonight

I'd write (fight) my way out of this paper bag But my hands are tied

There's something around the corner waiting

There's something in the air tonight

I'd find it if I wasn't always lost In the maze of my mind.

 

This morning I shook with tiny earthquakes in my hands.

The harder that I tried to understand, the worse that it became.

 

This morning I lost my sense of balance in the hall

I had to use my arms to break my fall, stop the floor from hitting me.

 

This morning I guess I'd say I felt a little strange.

I wished my body could be exchanged for a 21 year old.

 

Once you know

 

This is your last chance to make something that matters now.

The years are flying by faster than you can count.

The desperation is a sour taste in your mouth.

If there's a beast in there you better finally get it out.

 

Time is your enemy unless you make it your friend.

The years they are a nemesis unless you can learn from them.

The secret is that life is nothing but learning how to live.

The joke is that your body will have nothing left to give. (once you know)

 

Soon the walls will be coming down around your head.

Who will remember you 10 years after you are dead?

Turn off the television, get yourself up off the couch.

Your window's closing on the time you have to make your mark.

 

You feel immortal but that feeling isn't gonna last.

Your shining future is a second from a bitter past.

Don't let deceivers take your choices and your voice away.

If you're gonna to make a stand you might as well stand up today.

 

Oasis

 

This house is a sanctuary.

An oasis in an angry world.

It's walls embrace our family.

The foundations support our souls.

 

The nights at home are extraordinary

In their simplicity and their calm

As happy as we could wish for this is

As close to peace as we've come

 

And the state of things outside

Is something we can just ignore

Why should we get involved 

Why should we ever leave our home

 

Our home is our oasis in life

Our home is our oasis of love

 

This world is a mortuary

In which we all are bound

By Choice or force or simply living

 

This race is a pointless ferry

A dangerous and lovely ride

Throughout all of our lives we carry

The reasons we never arrive.

 

The Well

 

Life is precious to me now, more than it's ever been.

It sure is funny how things change unexpectedly.

Life is precious to me now, more than it's ever been.

It sure is funny how things change.

If you had asked me if I

Would be where I am today

Only Seven short years ago

I wouldn't have known what to say.

 

Sometimes it may seem our life is a boring life,

But you know I really love it yeah.

Sometimes we notice the days that have passed us by

Still the well's not run dry

We can take our time figuring out everything

If it's okay with you, until we do

I'll count the days until I can be doing

Anything at all with you.

 

If life is a game and we are players.

I always want to play on your team.

When life is unkind and we are grayer

I still want to surprise you in your dreams.

Down is Up

 

It's hard to catch a falling star

When you don't even know where you are (today) from day to day today

We're drunk on animosity

Pretending that we know that we are okay.

We see the world in black and white

For simple minds are always (in the right mind) right all right all right

Surrendered to the paradigm

We hope that sanity will come again in time

  

The grievous and the grieving, sheep ready for shearing.

If the song is patriotic it drowns out all the bleeding.

The bully with his bullets, creeps in secret meetings.

Shower us with lies and lie about the meaning.

 

It's hard to see the road ahead

When you cannot help but feeling led astray astray astray

We're high on the hypocrisy

Pretending that we all know the righteous way

We see the world as right and wrong

Morality's a simple song to sing and sing and sing

It seems as though we are quite mad

But we are sane and everybody else was had

 

Don't look down because

Down is up and which way is up again?

 

Consequences

 

There's not far to fall from this tree

And the angry mob is gathering round

It's not the future that we'd like to see,

But someday we will all hit the ground

And if we hit it running we will know

Soon enough if there is somewhere we can go

To get away from our “inner self”

Where we can put our past up on a shelf

And bring it down in nostalgic times

Glossing over all our careless crimes

And the kids will hide their heads in shame

And wonder how we got to be so lame.

 

I'm wishing for a life without the consequences, what would you pay for that? 

I'm talking about choice without the consequences, what would you pay for that?

 

Regret leaves such a bitter taste.

I'd rather go back to the alcohol.

For some moments I can cut and paste.

Don't have to look before I take the fall.

And all the people that I've met and known,

All the objects that I've come to own.

All the decisions that seemed wise at the time,

Not so important at the end of the line.

 

A Divided House

 

(Yesterday's issue was all about the money.

I heard a joke but it really wasn't funny ,no)

I found something but it can't be what I'm after.

just a bunch of lies hiding in the laughter.

 

Seems some people are living out their dream now.

At the expense of the 90th percentile.

Seeing life through a rose colored looking glass

Do your part to perpetuate a lower class.

 

We didn't hire you to mess up our society.

We don't care about your appearances of piety.

Your religion is the practice of deception.

Worship manipulation of perception.

 

Choosing up sides until there's no one in the middle

Politicians lost in a maze of the hypocritical

Selling common sense on the street for a nickel.

Couldn't find a buyer for my hammer and sickle.

 

Lot's of Little Hitlers running on the loose everywhere.

Final solutions are a dime a dozen if you care.

History doesn't matter 'cause we'll all be dead anyway.

If we speed the rapture maybe they all will fly away.

 

We didn't hire you to mess up our society.

We don't care about appearances of piety.

Your religion is the practice of deception.

Worship manipulation of perception.

 

Can't we stop acting like kids fighting all the time.

 

Right or wrong it won't matter long,

a divided house can not be strong.