The Taller You Are, The Shorter You Get

For Lack of a Better Word - Instrumental

The Big Picture

She says I don't care
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But her words are so strong
It's hard not to believe in them

I say I don't mind
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But my words are so small
It's hard to hang on to them

I could spend my whole life
Thinking about what's important to me

I could spend my whole life
Thinking about what matters to me

I could spend my whole life
Worrying about what's going to happen to me

I could waste my whole life
Thinking about just what it is my life means

She says I don't try
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But she can read me like a book
She's read a hundered thousand times

I say it's all right
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But I know in my heart
That I'm so very tired of pretending

Sometimes what matters doesn't really matter at all
Sometimes it doesn't fit inside the big picture

Sometimes I need to be just where I am
Sometimes I need to know that right here is good enough

She says I don't care
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But her words are so strong
It's hard not to believe in them

I say I don't mind
But that's not the way it is
I know it's not
But my words are so small
It's hard to hang on to them

I could spend my whole life
Thinking about what's important to me

I could spend my whole life
Thinking about what matters to me

I could spend my whole life
Worrying about what's going to happen to me

I could waste my whole life
Thinking about just what it is my life means

Sometimes what matters doesn't really matter at all
Sometimes it doesn't fit inside the big picture

Sometimes I need to be just where I am
Sometimes I need to know that right here is good enough

Sometimes I need to be just where I am
Sometimes I need to know that right here is good enough


Seven Years


I've got the keys in my hand
And I'm not just talking
I'll take to the road
And I won't stop driving
Until I've put a thousand miles
Between you and me
You don't think that I'll do it
But you don't really know for sure
And neither do I
That's why I've got to try

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Memories linger and
  Mistakes come clear

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Even with that distance
  I still feel near to you

Standing at pump number three
I watch the numbers fly by
And the dollars become hours
Since I left without goodbyes
I was always the coward
Could never stand a scene
And now I got what I wanted
And I'm running away again

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Memories linger and
  Mistakes come clear

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Even with that distance
  I still feel near to you

No matter how far I go
I can never get away
And I'm just kidding myself
If I think that I can
Even in the worst time
You were just a thought away
Well some things never change

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Memories linger and
  Mistakes come clear

  Seven years is not the kind of time
  You can just leave behind
  Even with that distance
  I still feel near to you

 

Too Far Gone


Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe this drinking
Is talking it's toll

Doctor I've been feeling
That panicky feeling
Of losing control

And everywhere I turn there's an enemy
And everywhere I turn there's an enemy

Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe this thinking
Is gonna be the end of me

I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
Need a calculator to count up my problems
But I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand

Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe it's
Time to put it aside

I can't stop thinking
That maybe I've got
No good left inside

And every new leaf I turn turns deadly
Every new leaf I turn turns deadly

Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe I'm drinking
So I won't see what's left of me

I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
Need a calculator to count up my problems
But I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand

Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe this drinking
Is plain out of control

I can't stop thinking
That maybe it'll
Never ever let me go

In every mirror I see my worst enemy
In every mirror I see my worst enemy

Doctor I've been thinking
That maybe this thinking
Is gonna be the end of me

I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand
Need a calculator to count up my problems
But I could count my friends on the fingers of one hand

Am I too far gone? Doctor tell me straight
Am I too far gone? Did I come too late?
Am I too far gone? Do I have the time?
Am I too far gone to walk a straight line?

 

Planes Crashing


I saw the end of the world in a dream
And woke up feeling cheated
In what turned out to be an ordinary room
My massive tragedy defeated
And all the power of emotion that had gripped me
Had drained out into black silence
Still I could hear the buses running on schedule
Two hours until the new day

At night I lay me
Down to sleep
Planes crashing
Through my dreams
Lives flashing
In front of my eyes
Pray shall I wake
Before I die

I saw the end of my life in a dream
And woke up in a cold sweat
Only dimly aware of what I'd seen
But still feeling a vague threat
And as the power of fear overwhelmed me
I fought to turn on the radio
To hear the damning voice of a minister
Two hours until the new day

At night I lay me
Down to sleep
Planes crashing
Through my dreams
Lives flashing
In front of my eyes
Pray shall I wake
Before I die

 

Boundaries


I built a shrine to you
Sacrificed my will
Offered up my needs
Swallowed bitter pills

I carved a niche for you
Deep inside my heart
Wrote a glorious script
and played the perfect part

My life revolved around you
The center of my world
My life dissolved into you
the center of my world

God knows I have a weakness
I put you on a pedestal
My devotion knows no boundaries

What you want and what I want
Who is right and who is wrong
It's such a blurry scene

God knows I have a weakness
I put you on a pedestal
My devotion knows no boundaries

I am yours you are mine
We are fused
Until the end of time

I built a shrine to you
Sacrificed my will
Offered up my needs
Swallowed bitter pills

I lived a life through you
So easy to submerge
My own desires in yours
Things I did not deserve

My life revolved around you
The center of my world
My life dissolved into you
the center of my world

God knows I have a weakness
I put you on a pedestal
My devotion knows no boundaries

What you want and what I want
Who is right and who is wrong
It's such a blurry scene

God knows I have a weakness
I put you on a pedestal
My devotion knows no boundaries

I am yours you are mine
We are fused
Until the end of time

Can't Get Started


Flat on my back again
Feeling like deadwood
Floating downstream
Let the current take me

Flat on my back again
Feeling like deadwood
Floating downstream
Let the current take me

Cause I can't get started
My wheels are frozen solid
I can't get started
Stuck in the muddle of my life
Can't get started
And I try and I try and I try and I try
But I can't get started
Here comes the slide
The long downhill ride

Flat on my back again
Feeling like a bag of bones
Tossed aside in a heap
I Let the earth reclaim me

Flat on my back again
Feeling like a bag of bones
Tossed aside in a heap
I Let the earth reclaim me

Cause I can't get started
No matter how much I punish myself
Can't get started
Stick in the mud man
Puddle of blood man
Can't get started
And I try and I try and I try and I try
But I can't get started
Here comes the crash
double lightning flash

Sometimes I need a little push
Can't kick my motor hard enough
Sometimes I need a little shove
Can't turn it over fast enough
Sometimes I need a little push
Can't kick my motor hard enough
Sometimes I need a little shove
You ain't pushing hard enough

Ain't pushing hard enough
    I'm just about run out of gas
Ain't pushing hard enough
    Need a little... inspiration
Ain't pushing hard enough
    Come on I know you can put me over the edge
Ain't pushing hard enough
    You Ain't pushing hard enough now!

Flat on my back again
Feeling like deadwood
Floating downstream
Let the current take me

Cause I can't get started
My wheels are frozen solid
I can't get started
Stuck in the muddle of my life

Can't get started
And I try and I try and I try and I try
But I can't get started
Here comes the slide
The long downhill ride

Sometimes I need a little push
I can't kick my motor hard enough
Sometimes I need a little shove
I can't turn it over fast enough
Sometimes I need a little push
I can't kick my motor hard enough
Sometimes I need a little shove
You ain't pushing hard enough

Ain't pushing hard enough
    I'm just about run out of gas
Ain't pushing hard enough
    Need a little... inspiration
Ain't pushing hard enough
    Come on I know you can put me over the edge
Ain't pushing hard enough
    You Ain't pushing hard enough now!

 

The Only One


Sorry for the way
I treated you today
I was out of my head
I'll admit it

Sorry for the hard time
I gave to you today
I had a bug up my ass
I'll admit it

Sorry for my attitude
I know there's no excuse
I was just fed up
And that's all

Can't you see that you're the only one
 that can absorb what I've got to dish out
Can't you see that you're the only one
 I can trust not to just turn and walk out
Can't you see how much I need you
 to swallow your pride and just let me rave on
Can't you see I don't mean to be vicious
 it just comes right out on it's own

Sorry for the way
I let loose today
I lost my head
I'll admit it

Sorry for the headache
I gave you today
I had a lot on my mind
You know how it is

Sorry for that hell
I put you through today
I just had to pull
Myself out of it

Can't you see that you're the only one
 I can trust not to just turn and walk out
Can't you see that you're the only one
 that can absorb what I've got to dish out
Can't you see how much I need you
 to swallow your pride and just let me rave on
Can't you see I don't mean to be ruthless
 it just comes right out on it's own

Sorry for the way
I treated you today
I was out of my head
I'll admit it

Sorry for the hard time
I gave to you today
I had a bug up my ass
I'll admit it

Sorry for my attitude
I know there's no excuse
I was just fed up
And that's all

Can't you see that you're the only one
 that can absorb what I've got to dish out
Can't you see that you're the only one
 I can trust not to just turn and walk out
Can't you see how much I need you
 to swallow your pride and just let me rave on
Can't you see I don't mean to be vicious
 it just comes right out on it's own

 

World on a String


I've got the world on a string in my back pocket
And you ain't gonna get it from me

My head is screwed on like a lightbulb in it's socket
And you ain't getting nothing from me

I am right, you are wrong, end of conversation
I don't want to hear anymore

I've got the world on a string in my back pocket
So how come I'm feeling so poor?

I can't change
No matter how I try
I can't change you
No matter how I wanted you to change

We're at crossroads, honey
And either way we're lost

I've got the world on a string in my back pocket
And you ain't gonna get it from me

My head is screwed on like a lightbulb in it's socket
And you ain't getting nothing from me

I am right, you are wrong, end of conversation
I don't want to hear anymore

I've got the world on a string in my back pocket
So how come I'm feeling so poor?

I can't change
No matter how I try
I can't change you
No matter how I wanted you to change

We've got to face the facts now
And the facts ain't forgiving

 

Meep-Meep - Instrumental

 

What Can I Do


I want
I can't have
What I want is to know what I want

I need
You can't give
What i need is to know what I need

What can I do
Without a frame of reference?

What can I do
Without a thing to hold on to?

What can I do
When nothing is familiar?

What can I do?

 

Whirlpool


She's got fists the size of the state of New York
She's hammering away...
She's got words that are bigger than your life and mine
She's chattering away...

She is the reason I'm all strung out
Never satisfied until the blood flows

She is the reason I'm all poured out
And her whirlpool swallows me down

She's got eyes as bright as the rising sun
She's staring your way...
She's got the power to light up three cities and you
You're chasing her away...

She is the reason I'm all strung out
Never satisfied until the blood flows

She is the reason I'm all poured out
And her whirlpool swallows me down

I'm caught up in your whirlpool
And we're spinning round and round

I'm caught up in your whirlpool
And we're spinning round and round
it's dragging us down


Nothing Special


She killed that boy
And threw his body in the garbage
Down the hall

She lived with it
Felt like it was nothing really special
At all

She rid herself
Of the cause of her pain

She rid herself
Of the cause of her pain

Evil shines in her eyes
Like fire it roars through her mind

Evil shines in her eyes
A dark flower thrives in its light

She killed her man
And thew his body
Down the back stairs

She denied it all
Said he was nothing really special
To her

She rid herself
Of the cause of her pain

She rid herself
Of the cause of her pain

Evil shines in her eyes
Like fire it roars through her mind

Evil shines in her eyes
A dark flower thrives in its light

She killed herself
Blew her body apart

She left no one
To feel like she was anything special
At all

She rid them all
of the cause of their pain

She rid them all
of the cause of their pain

Evil shines in her eyes
Like fire it roars through her mind

Evil shines in her eyes
A dark flower thrives in its night

 

A Man Possessed


I've got to close my eyes
  She's shining so brightly

And I can't hear anything
  She's screaming so loudly

And I've got to shut her out
  She's looming so close now

And I've got to shut her down
Before she takes over

Feel like a man possessed
Feel my body slip away

And I've got to close my eyes
  She's shining so brightly

And I can't hear anything
  She's screaming so loudly

And I've got to shut her out
  She's looming so close now

And I've got to shut her down

While I've got my wits about me still
While it still makes some sense to me

While I've got my wits about me still
While it still makes some sense to me

--

Sweet Company


Please take me along, dear
Please take me along
When you find your paradise
Please take me along

Please remember my name, dear
Please remember my name
When your ship comes into harbor
Please remember my name

I've been waiting
You've been baiting me
I've been watching
For a chance to jump on your bandwagon

I don't need love
I don't want money
I don't want bliss
I just want your sweet company
Oh, sweet company

I've been searching
You've been cursing me
I've been working to make you see
I'm not so bad after all

I tell you it's fate
It's our destiny
Tied up in knots
You and I entangled entwined
Two grapes on the vine

I spread the word
All over this town
That you would never
Ever let me down

 

So Much To Lose


When you encounter doubts
Do you throw them out?
Or do you give them passage?

When you encounter shame
Do you send it back from where it came?
Or do you let it rule you?

When faced with black and white
I always want the gray
When you ask for yes or no
I have no answer either way

When you encounter peace
Do you bring it to it's knees?
Or do you let it soothe you?

And when you encounter trust
Do you grind it into dust?
Or do you let it guide you?

When faced with black and white
I always want the gray
When you ask for yes or no
I have no answer either way

It's so hard to choose
There's so much to lose
I just can't make up my mind

It's so hard to choose
There's so much to lose
I just can't make up my mind